don’t remind me,

can you just let me run away from my problems and worries, 

and let me cover them with drugs and alcohol?

can you please just let what lays lie and avoid stirring up all the old dust in the deep?

can you forget about me and worry about you?

i can handle myself, and what ever happens to me, happens

let the problems solve them selves or rot away.

dont make me reminese, 

don’t make me think of the past,

and everything that’s happened, 

and everything i have done.

and everything that i regret.

Let me just douse the burns and scars with wine

let me keep the pain behind my eyes, please.

and please, don’t remind me.